I'm glad to hear that you're doing OK, Mike. I was sorry to hear about your dog. That must've been hard. When I read your Facebook posts a few months ago, it made me realize that my dog has become a huge part of my life as well.
You should work on SilverCreator again. You put an incredible amount of effort into making a fully functional game development system, and you should finish it to completion. Just add in the missing documentation and make a few minor improvements to the scripting language, and SC will be good enough to sell on the app store. It will be a source of income that is long overdue, and more importantly, it could lead to getting a really good job in the software development industry (if you still want that).