I don't know what to say. I'm so sorry for your loss, Gan. Please realize that this is not your fault, and don't beat yourself up over it. Your dog had a LOT of health problems, more than I was aware of before. I know that you did all that you could for her. You took breaks from Terraria to be with her, you gave her swimming lessons, you drained fluids from her face, you gave her CPR. You really loved that dog until the end. I don't think that anybody could've saved her. I think that her last days were as good as any dog's last days could possibly be. I hope that makes sense.